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Jul 4, 2008
though it's just a day w/o your existance,
you alr seemed so far away. never had i thought, i will feel this way. its been almost 3 months since we've separated. perhaps mayb i thought i could let go of you as time goes. and feeling may eventually fade.. but.. i was so wrong..  this was the graph that me&lian drew. her's and lester . mine and yours. i thought my feelings had somehow fade for you.. but now i realised, i was too foolish to think it that way. x'( how i felt abt you hasnt changed at all ever since we were tgt. up till now, it have never change.. why did we turn out like this? :( hais, i'm afraid i can't deal w all these. i'm just too tired.. no matter how hard i tried to please you, i know, i'll never touch your heart agn.. i know i've always make you worry about me. i'm sorry.. but i somehow feel.. why isit only this way, that you will care for me? i'm always confused and troubled about you..didnt you feel it? there were so much to ask, yet too little time to say.. whenever i ask you out, you told me either you were tired, or lazy or you were busy.. therefore, i've never had th chance before, to pour out my troubles to you.. so i relied on my guy firends.. mayb you think, i love to be w guys.. or doing things that you don't like.. but have it ever occur to you, if only you were there for me and i'll never have to rely on finding them?X( why didnt you understand how i feel? ..="( is game and friends rly much more important to you ? hais.. time and again, i tried not to give up on you.. cos i thought, you'll one day come back.. but i'm sorry.. i couldnt .. i'm too confused about you. makes me feel like giving up on everyth.. if we were still tgt now, today will be our 4th month(: but.. hais, its all over..i rly wish to have you back.. x'( but i dont have th courage anymore.. i've asked too many times, but you say yes.. iloveyou, i rly do.. perhaps you arent meant for me.. ... ... Anonymous relieve stress at 7:17 AM ---------- |
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