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May 10, 2008one day tuhhs mother's dayy!@ xD in fact, its my brother's bday tml tuhhs. ._. hehs! im totally bankrupt-ed luhs. bought a shirt ferhhs my brother ytd. cost $42 and a bag ferhhs my mother $45 . eeeks! $87 altgt ): and got nth ferhhs mynself ._. aiiiiiiiiiis.! pathetic manns :x doesn't matter luhs. gna get mynself a new bag and contacts this june "holidayys" :} morning quarreled with bf ._. bloodyy hell. i rly dunchh noe whadd else tuhh do tuhh make us be like th past. everyth seems tuhh change:( you no longer care ferhh me as much as th past._. aiyahhs. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. all yeu say is " up tuhh yeu" i hate that word manns ! ._. see liao ji tao dulan luhhs. don't you have any opinions of our r/s ? and whad you mean i dun treasure you? if i dun care or treasure you, i tell u, won't give a damn for us. why would i bother to say so much ?why would i even bother to pick up a quarrel with you? i might as well say th ":MAGIC" word and end everyth right ? you just have no idea how muc you actualli mean tuhhs me. i hate waiting. but i still waited hours and hours for you w/o any complains. cos i rly wana see you. i miss your accompanies, cos i believe if we spent more time with each other, things will turn out better :} but... =( you said u dun wana end this relationship. but why aren't you showing enough effort to let us go on? w/o your effort, it just plainly just showing me that you're complacent about us. damn everyth. argh. i don't know whad th hack is happening.whad shit did i do to deserve this? ._. it just seem tuhh me that you care more for your friends thn me. zz. if you're happier with them, isn't it better off w/o me ? x( seriously, i hate tuhh end this either, but sometimes, this whole damn bloody thing is making me soooooooooooooooooooooooo... !!!!!!!!!!! argh!!! fucked up. which makes me feeeeeeeeeelll !!!!!!! like ending this whole gut-damn thing and get over it. hais, bt i know, its brilliantly hard tuhh let go .=\ shags mann. im freaking tired. x( but imstillovingyou the same. :} never gonna change barhs. hais, sry my zharbo's ! x'( keep pungseh you guys, pungsehh myn salalala tdae ferhh tuition, cos went to lot1. buy present for mum. =( damm sry luhs! arghs. hais, pungseh u all last thurs at mac toos. ): tons of apologies! :P bt im still loving you guys as usual! :DDDDD hehs! <33 zharbos' <3333 (#o5) ;D ! * #o1. sarah { sasa ;} #o2. liyana { nana ;} #o3. wankee { wakkii ;} #o4. lilian { lian ;} #o5. xian ying { yiingx ;} Anonymous relieve stress at 6:26 AM ---------- May 9, 2008 MARKED! hohos! MYE is over! time to slack. bt o levels are drawing near yeaas? ='\ argh! damm . mye is a sure fail . i never studied at all): doesnt matter luhs. strive hard the next one:]! GADDAMN ! th bloodyy chem paper is superr diff canns! >. mr wong told us 4e2 onlie gort 3 ppl passed. ZzZ 4e3 everi1 niids at least 30 marks tuhh pass? ASSS ;! but do u suppose to mean? im kindda confused boutt yeu. we're back tgt agn, bt i feel thinqqs aren't th same as before. i rlyrly don't know why. i've tried my bestt tuhh conprehend. but,not to much avail. th inch of us are far apart even though we're tgt. but i've always loved you as much as before. not a change . hope things rlyy turn out ferhh th better, whn tymm goes by:]! sorry tuhh always let you worry bout me.i know it's tiring. but, sometimes, i rly usedd these to let me feel how much u cared. perhapps it's kinda childish, but thats whad i am:( i refrained from it alr. all i want is your concern . let me feel how muchh you love me. !maybe it's hard after so much we went through. but we're still back tgt in the end. we're hanging on:]! i never wannah leave you. no,never again !:{ you're everyth to me. i'll definitely hold on to you as long as you don't let go. i'm willing to give in, no matter whadd.no matter how hard/difficult it is, i'm willing, just for you. i believe, we met eac other was not just a coincidence,but heaven's sent:} Anonymous relieve stress at 12:08 AM ---------- May 7, 2008i waited 8 hours for your sms.. i waited .. waited.. received several smses hoping it was you.. but it wasn't .. ): i felt worse each minute passes by.. i tried to keep myself calm.. but thoughts kept running in my head.. i kept thinking.. " why didnt you msg me? " why couldn't you sms firs, why must it always be me? hais:( ..i'm lost.. Anonymous relieve stress at 10:17 PM ---------- |
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